stop child abuse

DEPRESSION RECOVERY

main depression se bache hue hoon - main sirph ek andhere surang se baahar nikalata hoon -

to mera depression kyon shuroo hua ?????

khair mujhe apane jeevan ko rewind do ........ main apanee mum, pitaajee aur chhotee bahan ke saath bada hua aur saath hee ek bahut kareebee parivaar jo naan, daada, chaachee, chaacha aur chachere bhaee the, hamane apane daada daadee par bahut samay bitaaya ghar, yah poore parivaar ke lie ek aadhaar kee tarah tha.

mere mummy ne ek narsing hom mein kaam kiya, jisamen mujhe yaad hai ki unhen kuchh raat kee shipht mein kaam karana padata tha aur main aur meree bahan apane daid ke saath lagabhag 7.30 baje apane mummy ko lene ke lie chalee jaatee theen, phir naashte ke lie ghar jaatee theen aur skool ke lie taiyaar hone ke lie, mere daid unake apane kasaee kee dukaan, tab jab main lagabhag 8 saal ka tha, meree mum ne bachche paida karana shuroo kar diya, isase mujhe aur meree bahan ke lie kaam karane ka mauka mila.

jab main 9 saal ka tha tab meree naan aur daadee raat ko chhuttee par chale gae the jab ve ud rahe the jab ve chaay ke lie hamaare ghar aae aur unhonne kaha ki ve pote ke lie ek upahaar vaapas laenge, 2 din unakee chhuttee mein hamen ek bhayaanak phon kol aaya. kahane ke lie ki mere daada beemaar ho gae the, yah saalmonela food poisoning nikala, vah itana kharaab tha, usake 4 din baad meree mausee kee tulana mein kharaab hone ke bajaay aur chaacha ne use dekhane ke lie udaan bharee, dukh kee baat hai ki 1 saptaah baad unaka nidhan ho gaya ???? yah ek jhataka tha aur poore parivaar ke lie ek dil dahala dene vaala samay tha, lekin isane parivaar ko aur bhee kareeb se khareed liya aur jitana sambhav ho sake meree nen ke lie vahaan rahane ke lie, main aur mere bade chachere bhaee har saptaah ke ant mein mere naan ke paas honge, mere nain bas apane dam par itane bade gharaane mein hone ke kaaran kampanee se pyaar tha.

ek saal baad mere dad bhai ka nidhan ho gaya, yah parivaar ke lie ek aur kathin samay tha, vah mere dad the, keval parivaar vaastav mein mere daid mam aur dad ka nidhan tab hua jab main lagabhag 2 varsh ka tha.

phir mere pitaajee ne dukaan chhod dee aur vah ek ring aur raid draivar ban gaya, jo vah abhee bhee kar raha hai, lagabhag 4 saal baad mere pitaajee ko pata chala ki vah madhumeh hai jisake baare mein vah dukhee tha, lekin saubhaagy se tablets ke saath prabandhan karana theek nahin tha.

ek saal baad mera nain phans gaya aur seedhiyon se neeche gir gaya aur usake sir ko peet diya, use hospita le jaaya gaya aur use aapaatakaaleen mastishk opareshan karana pada, vah vaastav mein kam se kam 6 maheene tak kharaab rahee,

is samay ke dauraan main 15 varsh ka tha aur school mein apanee pareeksha de raha tha, ek din meree pareeksha 10.30 baje tak shuroo nahin huee thee, main park se hokar school ja raha tha aur mujhe achaanak tej aavaaj sunaee dee, jisamen kisee ne mujhe pakad liya aur mujhe paas kee jhaadiyon mein kheench liya. , mainne dekha ki yah kaun tha aur vah mujhe itana tang kar raha tha, tab usane mere saath balaatkaar kiya, main bahut dar gaya aur bas door nahin ja saka, yah itanee jaldee hua aur usane sirph dhanyavaad kaha aur mujhe chhod diya, mujhe samajh nahin aaya , mujhe yaad hai ki main itana dara hua tha aur main bas phraish tha, tab main beemaar tha, mere dimaag mein yah sab tha ki mujhe apane egjaam ke lie school jaana hai lekin main school gaya aur phir se beemaar ho gaya, isalie teacher ne mujhe ghar bhej diya, mainne doctor ke paas jaate hee mujhe ghar bhej diya gaya, mujhe yaad hai ki main ek tarah ke vismay mein risepshan desk tak ja raha tha aur kah raha tha ki mujhe ek nars ya doctor ko dekhane kee zaroorat hai, mainne

 ek nars ko seedhe saubhaagy se dekha, jisane kuchh niyamit jaanch kee aur kaha ki main theek tha, usane mujhe kisee bhee madad ya salaah ke lie ek patr diya, mainne bas dhanyavaad kaha aur mujhe laga ki vah dablyoo hai apane maata-pita se sampark karen, lekin usane kaha ki yah sab gopaneey tha isalie main ghar chalee gaee, main seedhe oopar chalee gaee aur lagabhag 20 minat ke lie shovar mein, main baahar nahin nikalana chaahatee thee, mere pitaajee kaam par the aur mammee neeche hee theen. mujhe laga ki main kharaab tha, main seedhe bistar par gaya aur bas roya, mujhe lagata hai ki main hospital mein apane naan ko dekhane ja raha hoon, lekin main abhee nahin ja sakata tha, saptaah aur saptaah chale gae aur mujhe bas ek tarah ka sunn mahasoos hua aur main abhee bhee andar tha kisee ko nahin bataaya tha.

mere hamale ke 2 maheene baad hamen pata chala ki mere naan mein memory los hai, yah mere poore parivaar ke lie bahut maayane rakhata tha lekin hamen khushee thee ki ham abhee bhee usake jeevan mein hain, phir 2 maheene baad mera naan vaastav mein asvasth ho gaya aur ham pata chala ki use canser hai, hospital mein unka treatment hua,samaya ke saath nana bhi chale gaye,or hum unke yaad mein khush rehna sikh liya.