why should i feel bad

Ek  baar, yah ladaka tha, jo ek ladakee se pyaar karata tha. vah sabase sundar aur khoobasoorat nahin thee, lekin usake lie vah sab kuchh tha. vah usake baare mein sapane dekhata tha, usake saath baakee jeevan bitaane ke baare mein. usake doston ne usase kaha, why tum usake baare mein itana sapana kyon dekhatee ho, jab tumhen pata bhee hai ki kya vah tumse pyaar karatee hai? pahale use apanee feelings bataen, aur pata karen ki vah aapako pasand karatee hai ya nahin ”.

use laga ki yah sahee tareeka hai. ladakee shuroo se jaanatee thee, ki yah ladaka usase pyaar karata hai. ek din jab usane propose kiya, to usane use rejected kar diya. usake doston ne socha ki vah alcolhol le jaega, drugs eete aur apane jeevan ko apane aashchary ko barbaad kar dega, vah udaas nahin tha. jab ve usase poochhate hain ki yah kaise hua ki vah dukhee nahin hai to usane javaab diya, "mujhe kyon bura hona chaahie?" mainne ek aisa vyakti kho diya jo mujhase kabhee pyaar nahin karata tha aur vah us vyakti ko kho deta hai jo vaastav mein pyaar karata hai aur usakee dekhabhaal karata hai. ”