“Aatma my soul”
main bhattadev vishvavidyaalay (asaam) se 12 veen
kaksha ka chhaatr hoon. mera nik nem bine hai. aur poora naam “bineshvar
talavaar” hai.
ab aaee em going too rait maay onalee van
riyal love story.
jab mainne kaksha 10 mein padha, to mainne jila
stareey football khelana shuroo kiya.
hamaaree jila teem ke 20 khilaadee the.
10 ladake aur 10 ladakee.
teem mein ek ladakee thee. vah bahut sundar hai.
usakee aankhen, baal ... aadi. ol viyar byooteephul.phreend, yoo haiv see seen
har, boleevud selabritee "sonaakshee" aaee vaaz etrektiv on shee. ek
nae khilaadee ke roop mein mujhe usaka naam nahin pata tha.
lekin maay sistar iz hiz sportamets. mainne
ladakiyon ke naam ke lie bahan se poochha aur usane "ataamaasaree basumataree"
ko doharaaya. thats theek hai, main usaka naam dhoondhata hoon lekin use kaise
kahoon ki main pyaar karata hoon! mujhe nahin pata tha ki main kaise aur kab
usake pyaar mein pad gaya aur usane mera dil…
soo… mainne apane dost ko apanee
anubhooti vyakt kee.kyonki usane ek aur phraind bataaya…. mere mitr ne yah sab
jaan liya tha. ek din hamaaree teem mein ek majaak tha (ladakee aur ladake
donon). mere ek mitr ne jor se kaha, "bine jaabaile rangana" (bodo
lingsee, traaslet "aapaka kaam poora ho gaya hai")
mainne socha ki mera kaam kya shuroo hua hai!
mainne socha ki usane mujhe usake lie prastaavit
kiya hai, usane kuchh doharaaya hai .. theek hai, haan ya pyaar bhee ... aadi.
to main chup ho gaya aur aatmee kee or dekha, vah muskuraee aur mainne dekha ki
usaka sailent haippee hai. majaak ke baad mainne apane dost se poochha ki usane
kya kaha ..
haan, main sahee tha. usane mere baare
mein kaha aur usane javaab nahin diya. aaee em so soree end think vhich vhaee
doo not riplaee..yadi vah lav not mee ... aadi.
7 mein, january 2015 hamane shuroo kiya leeg
too nalabaadee (assaam). 70 kimee ka saphar. pahale, hamaare shahar se tren
dvaara ... aur tren ke baad 25/30 kimee bas se. bas mein koee seet nahin thee
... naatakon se bhara.
mujhe aatamashree ke saath ek seet milee. lekin
main usake saath baithane ke lie taiyaar nahin tha ... kyonki aap mere priy
mitr ko jaanate hain ... lekin see ne poochha, "kya aap yahaan nahin baith
sakate?"
: ka. kyon nahin! main shankar kee talaash mein
hoon ...
: theek hai yahaan baitho.
main neeche baith gaya, lekin mujhe usakee saamaany
baat pasand nahin aaee ... jab mainne usaka chehara dekha to mujhe bhee dekhie.
ham donon pahale se hee samajh gae ... aur yah phir se hua aur phir se ...
mujhe usakee aankhon se vishvaas kee ek lahar milee ki vah pyaar karatee hai
...
:ise lo.
usane mujhe ek orenj diya. mainne javaab diya
:dhanyavaad.
main phir se kood gaya aur phir se sapanon kee
duniya mein.
ek maich khelane se pahale usane mujhe kaha,
"yoo ka khyaal rakhana".
aur mainne doharaaya, "theek hai".
main sapanon kee duniya mein chala gaya, jahaan
keval do jeevan hain ... mujhe aur aatma. samudr tat jahaan ham donon ek
doosare ko vyakt kar rahe hain ...
vah sapana tha ...
hamaare aur unake (ladakee) maich ke baad ham sabhee
sat on graund aur any teemon ke maich ka aanand le rahe hain. tab aatma bhee
mere paas baithee thee. mere paas ek bura sudhaarak hai jo main ladakiyon se
baat nahin kar sakata ... isalie main chup tha. aatma ne usase baat karana aur
usake baare mein poochhana chaaha lekin mainne baat nahin kee. isalie vah udaas
ho gaee aur dukhee ho gaee. aaee andarastood hiz bat aaee kaant not tok.
bina samay bitae mainne apane ek dost se mere
baare mein poochha.
lekin usane use doharaaya, "usake baare mein
mat bolo. main usase napharat karata hoon".
yah mujhe gussa aur bahut dukhee karata hai.
ham leeg aur got ranar ap mein 3 din bitaate hain.
lekin mujhe isakee koee paravaah nahin thee. mera man keval aatmee ke saath
tha. mainne usakee or dekha aur dekha ki vah bhee dukhee hai. isake alaava,
usane mujhe usee samay dekha tha ... jab tak aansoo nikal rahe the.
mainne ek yojana tay kee..aur yojana ke lie
kaam kiya ...
main ek kaagaj par likha tha, "anasulee sona
aatma, angajven releenavana! ... aang movantigauung angakhav mvaangajang
mvan.bekevin biyo kol thaalman bogaarnaangade" (priy aatama, vaana tok
vith mee!) ham aapako jaanate hain ki main aapako pyaar karata hoon. yahaan
bulao).
aur maee phon nambar likha. paathsala mein chhodane
ke baad, (hamaara koch kaimp taun)
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